i can't think of any suitable topic for this post!..

its kinda difficult to start anything..so does this blog..thinking of what would be the best thing to share here..make me wander around several times in this unit figure out what to type, what to share..because for me..i'll always keep things inside.

i believe by keeping inside we wont feel it (of coz i'm referring to a negetive stuffs here!). just imagine, let say you're just been betrayed by your good buddy.. then you take it..keep it..and forget it..and trust me it wont bother you so much. Full stop there.

but if you share it with someone, the very moment your first negetive word uttered to explain the situation, you will start to feel the pain.. then you talk..and talk..and talk..using very creative adjectives and phrases like 'she purposely hurts me' 'she is my bestest friend and i trust her with all my heart!' 'she should'nt do this!' 'she shouldn't do that to me!' 'it's unbelieveable!' ' i feel so sad' i feel so mad' 'i hate her' bla..blaa..blaa...
when you do this, actually you are experience it for a second time now..but worst, this time you feel it for real. hence, you will feel deeply cuts there and then. and it does not stop there, your friend (the one whom you share your feeling) will add salt, pepper and msg! now things get really serious and you really, truly hurt now.

therefore, by having that belief in my mind, i always keep complaint to myself and very rare occasion i share my problems with my friends. all i do is think positive and stay positive.

life is short to submerge my petite figure under a duvet of negative stuffs like this..am i not right??

learn to forgive and forget..life's beautiful babes!!